It's Really Sad...

There are many tragic tales about this world, many things that bother me, that get me down and that make me angry. In all honesty I'm always angry, and if you have a problem with that you can go fuck yourself. :)

Anyways, it isn't really just today that I notice that people on this planet are fucking idiots. Although it seems the human race tends to get even more moronic when the holiday season approaches. I don't know, maybe it's because of all the flashy lights in the streets or even the thought of gifts on whatever holiday they celebrate, but people just get really, fucking stupid during the holidays.

I see people joyously walking through the streets with smiles on their faces, as if they don't notice how stupid they look. We're pretty much getting fucked from every angle imaginable and all they can think about is the holidays. I can see why it isn't that hard for a politician (someone that I'm ashamed to say, actually has a brain) to convince the people of a nation.

People are just stupid but I have to sit here and just deal with it, as do the other people that find people stupid. Cause you can't tell a stupid person they're stupid. Cause they're going to try to make some fucked up explanation trying to convince you they have a brain.

I hate everyone.

The Shroom

Willow wallow, I walk and I stumble. Flying over mountains and moving trains like muffins. A million pieces of one mind coming together as a family. A million memories, a million tragedies. They all fly out of a mouth, my mouth. No one wants to be me. Because I are he and he be me. So forget what I said and fly with me. We'll go places you've never gone before. Like space and wonderland and places like other places and flowers, and daisies. A million words going on a million things being processed by one giant thing. Yes, my mind. What's going on you ask? I have no fucking clue! Trapped inside miles and miles of trees and hollow pumpkins. Flying through a town of millions of birds, helicopters. No one is there. Just a mind in space, a body but no face. Why? There flare go anywhere. Just hop, skip, jump, on a rainbow road. Flying through the mushroom home. This is bad, it's wrong. Don't cry, I wont. The reason I'm here is because of the one you're seeing. No one wants to go anywhere. No one wants to flare, just jump and see, how deep does the rabbit hole really go? The only way to find out is to jump and see.

All emotions, flying high. Reckless, I'm a mess. There isn't anyone that's going to get you out of this. Life, it's only an illusion. Enjoy it. Hate it. It doesn't matter, because in the end. You're a mind, only a mind and I am a mind. Two minds meet and another comes to join. It doesn't matter. Fly, skip, jump into another world all together. Come to see the only people being set free are you and me. We're just flying out. Coming out. Letting feelings fly and pigs cry. The only reason I do this is because of all the shit I'm going through. What's going on? No one bothered to ask. I'm lost in my words like a jungle a big mess. No one really knows where I am except me. I don't think any of you understand. It doesn't matter how brave you are. No matter how impressive you have to be. The real question is are you ready for life? Are you ready to see the real you? I don't know. I saw inside me. Like a cloud. A helicopter is just around me. The buzz fades as the light grows. What's going on? Lost within words, and visions within worlds. Don't try to run from it. Don't try to hide. I'm not a bad guy.

Use it don't abuse it.

What the fuck?

At the moment, I am seated in a computer room at my school. As I surf the net and not do my assigned work. I come to realize that they block pretty much everything. I find it stupid. Not only because I can't surf the web correctly, but also I find it stupid. Why would you block things on the internet? To make the students work obviously. What if they're done their work? Are they suppose to spend thirty minutes of their class time twiddling their fingers and searching up funny pictures on google?

I honestly don't know what the schools problem is. If students want to go on youtube and facebook instead of doing their class work, let them! Sure we all know they are going to fail, but what's the matter with that! It teaches the students to self discipline themselves. If they don't want to stay in high-school all their lives I'm sure eventually they will smarten up, and do the work. Plus, the work done in most computers classes are quite simple. Sometimes they take time, but all rather easy.

It's really stupid when the school blocks sites to help improve class work sometimes. Such as "grooveshark.com" it's pretty much like Itunes but online and free. I know most people do their homework with music on and it actually helps me concentrate more. I feel focussed, in my own little world, but I'm getting my shit done.

Anyways, I think the school should calm down a little and those who wish to fail and look like retards falling one of the easiest classes then let them.

-Mike

Know what to expect from a dog!

I got a dog a couple days ago. It's only 5 months at the moment so it isn't fully grown and in my opinion it's not that big. My friend demanded me to bring it to his house because he wanted to see it. Like most people in this world when they see a dog or puppy they think that it doesn't get active or something. I don't know, I'm used to taking care of dogs so I know their behaviors. Anyways, so I get to my friend's house and the dog comes in. He says: "What the fuck is that thing? It's huge! I thought you said it was small!" It's not that big, maybe he thought German Shepard/Husky breed was the size as the poodle breed.

So as we are hanging out, the dog is bored out of it's brains so decides to walk around the place. It grabs a baseball out of some box wanting to play and brings it to us. My friend immediately freaks out and yells at me saying that, that the dog can't chew on that. I told him straight up. "You wanted me to bring my dog, but you expect it to not want to do anything and just sleep?" He nodded his head! I wanted to fucking punch him!! Don't expect a motherfucking puppy to come over and not want to play. Puppies have 10 times the energy of a 5 year old dog. They want to play, they want to jump around. Sometimes they just want to cause trouble and piss you off.

Before all this mess he told me he was thinking of asking his parent's for a dog. So this is a message to all people who are thinking to get a dog, or that want to get a dog. They aren't what you see in the movies. Puppies like to make messes, play, tire the shit out of you and run your nerves to an end. So if a dog and or puppy is something you would like to invest in, in the future. It's going to piss and shit in your house, make messes, eat shit, chew on everything and etc.

If you want a dog be prepared, because if you buy one. Then figure out afterwards that you weren't cut out for the job. You're probably going to give it away to a shelter or if you're mean enough let it run in the street. Think of this though, the dogs in the shelter stay in cages all day, and if they aren't adopted after a certain amount of time. They get put down, they didn't even get a chance to live, and they are killed. So just know.

Now to the people that think they can handle it. Before buying at a pet store or whatever. Go to a animal shelter, give those dogs (or cats) a chance to live. Because it really isn't fair how they have to die because of their stupid owners. I got my dog at the SPCA (animal shelter) she's a good dog. Sure causes some trouble, but all dogs and or puppies do. Plus, the shelter animals are a lot cheaper than those in pet stores.

Animals have feelings and lives too! Give them a chance!

-Mike

Aperance wont change who we are!

I have been fucking pissed this whole week. Over a stupid rule at our school that I've known about for the longest time. Yet, lately, it's been getting to me more and more and finally something triggered me.

See I have a mohawk, shaved head on both sides and decently long hair in the middle. I also have piercings, 3 on ears and one on my eyebrow. Now this is what fucking killed me. I went to go get my report card the other day, and I was pulled into the vice principals office for some stupid shit reason, so not only did I have to wait to get my report card and go home, I had to get my balls busted hearing a speech that I couldn't care less about. After this very unappetizing speech, she handed me my report card and as I was leaving she said. "Make sure when you come back next semester not to have a mohawk." I've been in this situation before. Grade 7 I almost got kicked out of my school because of my hawk. Luckily I wasn't as much as an asshole and dark hearted person that I am now. Because now I want to fight back. The reason why they don't tolerate crazy haircuts or facial piercings is because of two things.

1. It's distracting towards other students. (Because people LOVE to stare at each other)

2. It makes the school look like a bad, and parents wouldn't want to send their kids there. (Apparently)

Pretty much what their saying, is don't be yourself, "Make our school look fucking good so that we can make more money." Right now, us teenagers are developing a style, a lifestyle and a future. You can't fucking tell some kid, who is into something different not to follow it, or to try new things. We have to experiment. To learn on our own, and if we have any regrets, that's our problem. You can't hold kids back from their dreams or interests.

The schools tell kids to go for their dreams, and try to achieve success and arrive to their "dream job". Yet, if it's something completely and utterly outrageous like an astronaut, they don't really take lightly of it.

For example, when some kids are younger they look at cars they want in the future, what they want to do when they're older. It was the same for me, just different. I always thought mohawks were and still are, awesome! I always wanted one. Super long, super high and some crazy color. Why? Because! I always liked the cool studded vest and jackets. Now that I am a teenager and I can start getting a taste of the life that I like. There are people like the school board shitting on people's heads! I can't go to school unless I wear a "clear" on my eyebrow piercing.

Anyways, what I'm trying to get to. Is that the school system isn't letting teenagers express themselves freely. Then you have a bunch of confused teenagers on your hands wearing what ever is in because that's what makes them fit in, and in the end the "misfit" kids aren't the freaks. It's all the other motherfuckers that call the "misfit" kids names.

-Mike

Style

Style, one of the most important things in the teenage life. You start developing more of a style in the teen stage, then perhaps carry it to adult hood, or maybe it's just a stage. As you've hopefully read in my other post about racism. That it doesn't actually exist, because there is no such thing as races between humans. For the fact, that we are all human. We aren't different races, just have different cultural backgrounds. Although with style, it seems as if races did exist. Everyone that has a different style belongs to a different style group.

I like the punk style. Ripped tight jeans, studs, zippers, chains, music, patches, crazy hair and just pure fucking rebel. I like it because it makes people stand out. Show their uniqueness, when you're walking down the street people stare and say "What the fuck?" Going back to showing how styles are like races. The over all Punk society, are an angry bunch. The music is angry, speaking or anarchy and chaos. Riots, fights and arson are usually seen throughout the punk world. Yet all of them seem to hate Emo kids, Metal heads, and pretty much everyone. You see now this is what I find the problem. Style is style. Don't judge people because of it. It's like the color of skin, it's really pathetic to look at someone and just judge. For example. I went on a camping trip recently. I had to go to the Junior campus of my school to pack the food supplies. Since it's now summer time. I shaved my head into a mohawk, and pierced my eyebrow, joining the other piercing that I had already. One of the vice principals (we have four) looks at me and says, "What is that?" I say "Nothing, it's summer, school's over and I'm going on the camping trip. So it's not like you can suspend me or make me not go on the trip, I payed." Then the other vice principal walks by. The one that's already astounded by my looks says "Did you see this? Can we tolerate this?" The other one quickly replies confused "What? His mohawk? So what? School's over" Then walks away. The other VP is left suspended, and looking like a fucking idiot.

See I don't understand why people can't just accept people for who they are, and what they like doing. Everyone has a problem with everyone. That's the problem with fucking society, that's why I'm a rebel. To do differently from everyone else, but by doing what I think is right. So for all the ignorant people that judge people. FUCK YOU!

-Mike

The Good Old Days...

Remember those days? The ones where it was worth waking up at 6 on Saturday mornings to see the good cartoons. Where Pogs were the best piece of cardboard ever created? Where Pokemon was new and amazing?

What happened?!